Hidden Feeling

I have a secret crush on her, and yes HER! She’s lesbian though and she’s cool. I really don’t know why I’m liking her, but whatever the reason is, i don’t care. I love what I’m feeling and it makes me alive and happy everyday. But there’s an awkward feeling cause we’ve been talking over the phone and exchanging messages. But I’m really hurt when she talks about her girlfie. I wish I would be that girl. D: 

Whatever happens, I have this hidden feeling that should never be tell.